Ok so I know that it has been along time since I posted to this and my apologizes for that. Life has been really crazy, between running a business, being a marketing/sales manager for my mom's business and then getting all my classes done to work at H&R Block again. My business is Scentsy wickless candles, if anyone is interested, you can order from my page at: jloviatt9.scentsy.us ...... I hope that all is well and my thoughts and prayers go out to all the other parents of SIDS, along with any parents that have lost a child.
To my William:
I know that you are watching over us and that you are okay. It doesn't ease my pain. Everyday that passes, I miss you even more. I know that I will see you again and I know that when I lay my head down at night you are right there beside me. I have my good days and my bad days. However, my days seem to run together more and more. It seems that I am getting less and less sleep. I know that our Father, God, doesn't put more on us than we can handle. But mommy is going thru a really hard time right now. She doesn't doubt God, but she doubts herself, when she shouldn't second guess herself. I sit on the couch or on my bed and see your beautiful big eyes, looking up at me and it makes me want to pick you up and hold you. To kiss your head and tell you how much I love you. I'm sure you would be crawling now and pulling yourself up; along with trying to talk. You would be eating jar food and teething. I am sure you would be such the little man, but yet the big boy. I love you with all my heart. We all miss you so much and wish that you were still here with us. Until the next time that I write you... All my love...
Mommy
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